Moody

Moodiness is a good thing. For years I thought, god Michael you are a moody guy, bordering on being a bitch. Truth of the matter my moods are nothing more than a defense mechanism that I have come to hold close to my heart. Its gotten me this far and have no reason to dismiss it now.
What is being moody? Good question, for me it really is just shutting down, I'm really good at doing that in a crowd. A perfect example would be a month or so ago I was going to a queer art opening, I had a great dinner with a friend and off we went. The invitation came from another friend of mine that I have known for years, his work was being displayed there. The second that I saw the gallery my mood changed to bad. Had a great time at the opening, and had a great time afterward, but I bet $50 that if I went in all happy and everything, I probably wouldn't.

Moody is also speaking your mind (read Martyr and coming soon Martyr part 2). I understand why someone might think that I'm moody when I speak my mind, if they don't really know me anyway. The thing is that I am not generally an opinionated person so when I do, look out "he's in a bad mood".

I'm just a guy with a sunshiny disposition, with an occasional storm cloud.